Set to private...

Today i set the blog to private. Sorry it may be a pain in the ass now to read but i was getting some crazy messages from people finding it on google. I would love to keep sharing our story so please keep reading:) 

Tomorrow is our first app at the HRC in Pasadena. Im a bit nervous but really excited. I will be getting the full medication rundown. That is a big deal. I have never given myself a shot before. In fact i FUCKING hate shots. Anyone knows me knows needles and me don't mix.  Yet I'm am more then willing to use my ass as a pin cushion to help my IP's start a family. I'm even excited to do it. Strange....
Wish me luck xxoo

Dates, needles, and babies

We got dates! Starting all the "fun" medical protocol for our surrogacy on Monday. Not much to tell yet. I'm super excited that we are finally getting this adventure on the road. My first Dr.app is in Pasadena, so Grandpa and Eden are going to come with me. They will play down the road at one of those cool indoor play areas. Eden is going to LOVE it.  I also think Grandpa Roach really needs to get off post. (This place sucks for civilians. ) So ed en and Grandpa get a short road trip. While i get a fun doctors visit. YAY! Plus I'm also super lucky that we have Erin to watch Az after school. She is GREAT with him. So i trust that he is going to have the best time while we are gone for the day. Its the best feeling when you find people you like and trust to take care of your kids. I wasn't sure i would feel this way after we lost our Lena to a pcs move. ( Lena we MISS YOU!!)

So lets do this!

Anyone who has gone through IVF before and have advice dear god please post it!