Days 19 and 20.... Time with just me...

2 days left to go! Today was an interesting day... I got to have a few hours to myself for a trip to the dentist. You should of seen me. i had my music blaring, singing at the top of my lungs, and a smile that stretched from ear to ear. Then the dentist.......... UGGGG... I have never had a cavity in my life. today i was told that i have 7. FUCKING 7!! I'm blaming pregnancy. The killer for me was the $768.00 we have to pay out of pocket. Our pockets are shallow.  That turned my drive home into me running numbers through my head in every direction i could think of. Bottom line, i need a paying job. Bad. 

At least my food today was amazing. proud of myself for not giving into my self coping of eating while i was freaking out. It could of also helped that most of my freaking out was during my 1.5 hour drive back to base.

Breakfast

This is by far my fave breakfast. Its the fresh basil and avocado combo. Rich, creamy, and the fresh zing of the basil. Perfect :)

Lunch

Wonderful colorful salad! A bit of everything in this one. roasted peppers, cucumbers, brussel sprouts, yellow rice, and avocado. Yum!

Dinner

Once again i had a salad but, this time Kevin made it. *Trivia about us- i put in my wedding vows that he has to make me salads*. Why would i do that you ask. BECAUSE HES AMAZING AT IT. Tonight spot on! Pan roasted peppers, asparagus, and onions with an orange vin. With caramelized onion crostini

(bad pic sorry)

I'm going to conclude my day with trying to see the big picture of the universe. We have a roof over our heads, food in the fridge, My children are happy, and healthy. As much as i want to scream and shout about the constant stress of money and living pay check to pay check. i wont.  Instead I'm going relax and give it up. These problems will still be here tomorrow. So tonight i give them up. Doctor who is waiting for me. Going to zone. Goodnight xxoo