I'm crazy tired. I'm being the worst version of myself the last few days. My poor husband and kids :( lets make it clear the worst version of me is not a yelling, screaming, crying mess. Instead i kinda of shut down and go into auto pilot mode. Blaaa i need... what do i need...? Who knows. Here is what has been going on...
We completed Test Day 2 with Azure at the Boone fetter Clinic. This round he wasn't tuned into his testers as he had been the first time. He didn't seem to want to engage with the speech pathologist and the pediatric physician. I have NO IDEA what they may tell us on the 18th. We keep being told by people that something is up with him. What ever is is we will deal with the best way. Laughter and love.
Today while at play group azure was pushing and shoving and kicking every kid that came near him. I had a moment when i thought, if he isn't on the spectrum... i will have to come to terms with the fact that he's an asshole to other kids. A huge asshole. please just make this a faze. Horrific 3's??
Eden and i got to have a fun girls night Saturday. Kevin and Az Stayed the night camping at Rainbow Basin .
We completed Test Day 2 with Azure at the Boone fetter Clinic. This round he wasn't tuned into his testers as he had been the first time. He didn't seem to want to engage with the speech pathologist and the pediatric physician. I have NO IDEA what they may tell us on the 18th. We keep being told by people that something is up with him. What ever is is we will deal with the best way. Laughter and love.
Today while at play group azure was pushing and shoving and kicking every kid that came near him. I had a moment when i thought, if he isn't on the spectrum... i will have to come to terms with the fact that he's an asshole to other kids. A huge asshole. please just make this a faze. Horrific 3's??
Eden and i got to have a fun girls night Saturday. Kevin and Az Stayed the night camping at Rainbow Basin .
Playing in the dirt
Spring has come to the high desert
Fun times with new friends :)
Camping could be a new family fun adventure for us!



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