Today is a 3 cup of coffee kind of day. I think i might have stood in front of the machine for 10min before i gave in to a 3rd cup. The fact that i stood there in a state of confusion for that long told me to fucking go for it. Plus the cloudy grey sky outside adds to the comfort of a hot beverage this late in the day. If i dint have kids i would curl up on the couch with a trashy romance novel. Instead im playing blocks with little E, while Az watches Nemo from his spot under the couch cushions. Its hard sometimes to just play on the floor with my babies. My mind constantly runs down the list of things that i should be getting done...
-dishes
-dog walking
-folding the 3 bins of clean laundry
- what are we doing for dinner??
-WTF is azure going to eat for dinner??
- Did i finish getting the baby stuff ready for the delivery to the bay this weekend?
-the 14 pages of our family medical history to fill out (that should have been done days ago ) for Az's up coming autism screening.
-when was the last time i washed my hair??
-STOP.
Play with the blocks Sally, i need to enjoy this time with my babies because its all that matters. My soul teacher once said "Be the reed." Winona Holl today Im a caffeinated reed <3
1 comment:
Love that you are doing this. Mum
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